something something faith
My husband has been teaching me a lot about faith. I used to really struggle with that. I struggled with faith and trust in every tiny aspect of my body, the world, working for me in my favor. He helps me realize there is a mindset to being in the light and staying in it. I'm learning a lot about the light and the dark. How they're neither good or bad but are one of the many choices to be made. I'll find the faith in myself that I can handle it and never put myself in a shadow instead.
I realized maybe I don't want to make dark art all of the time. I want to make something that contains darkness. I'm grateful he enlightened me. I think I really needed to the period to create dark things for my soul, and to come to higher understanding. I want to be free from restrictions of dark and light, just become entirely myself. Working with him heals that in me and I'm so thankful. I've decided to reflect on what means for me in every area of my life. I think I have a lot of potential to bring empathy to the dark.