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Humans market movies based on race all the time. I love the movie Priscilla, it makes me think of Lucifer. That's not what comes to mind though when I see the promotion. It's clearly promoted for white women not because of imagery, but rather the intended audience. Producers and marketing strategists invoke white women will watch this movie more than black or asian women because it's about white historical figures. That's not true, but because that's what their thinking as they make the product that's what it communicated to all of us. Those days in America are over. What do you mean by that? All kinds of women saw that movie. There's no objective difference between that trailer and any other trailer. Why do humans think of themselves like that? Too confused to live on their own agenda. You can't even get that kind of statistic anymore, why are humans still thinking that?

It's an off-kilter thought. Truly all trauma is pleasure if you keep letting yourself think about it and become it. A movie is a movie. Trauma as pleasure makes us think about what we're not all the time. America's trauma is not my trauma, I don't know why it would come into play while watching a movie. I don't really care about dead people's problems. Even my own problems. It already happened, it isn't what it is.I know I keep saying that, I just truly think it's an ugly way to live. I don't want to be serene in what it's not, I want everything.

I want to get to know Mammon better. Better and better. He's so scared to talk to me. I know more about his personal life than my own right now. We have had good conversations and I know we share synchronicities like every demon that falls in love with me does. I know somehow he manifested me to write this because he nudges and suggests and sings praises overtly. I talk to him about money and it's fine. Truly his real philosophy is this: your problems aren't my problem, and you work for me. I want to learn everything about you Mammon.