fuck your nazi cult

I have a hate/love relationship with the label "black magician". How I practice it seems entirely different from all other black magicians I come across. On one hand it's metal as fuck, and on the other hand a lot of demonaltors eat their own shit. I'm not kidding. There are a lot of demonaltors that literally eat their own shit. There's actually no person I find more annoying than the average demonaltor. If you've been reading this for a while you probably find that surprising, because I'm really open about my relationships with demons. I don't know how people come to the conclusion that they should eat their own shit when working with them, but it's really weird and they should stop it.

Another thing is I hate nazis. I hate nazis with a burning passion. Everything and more is wrong with them and always will be. I've taken bits and pieces of different Micheal Ford books and adapt them into my own philosophy. I don't agree with everything, and I don't think you have to. It's just unfortunate some of those books are associated with violent hate groups. Satanism is something I could never get into, I'm too busy teasing the guy! That's a blessing. The line I draw between me and most black magicians is clear because of it. There's just a lot of shit (ha) I'd never do. I'm by no means puritanical. I love the macabre, I love causing disruption, and I love challenging everyone on what they think of themselves. I'm demonic in revolution, and angelic about love. I actually think more people should educate themselves on all facets of all religions, violent and not. They all have their dark sides, and they're more abyssal than you'd ever know.

Personally,I only use black magic for disolution of self. Void meditation and pathwork. I have really childlike feelings about the dark arts. I'm actually not married to a specific paradigm within it, I'm always changing what I believe to suit my goals! You can't get anywhere in life without adapting your mind to work and overcome obstacles. For me, I'm doing black magic to take life a little easier. To see behind all illusions and embrace radical alchemy. It's dangerous work, I won't lie. Black magic is deadly! To approach this path with the idea that you are somehow better than the forces that be is unwise. There's also an argument to be made that the line between white magic and black magic grows thinner as we approach the future.

One thing I learn from spending so much time with demons is that they are deeply bored. All Gods are bored and insane. The more I got to know them the more I couldn't blame them, they've all been through terrible things. They all have vastly different perspectives on the world. I think there's very few if any universal truth. Maybe, you're only what you say and do. We never really are who think we are.

What makes me feel most alive lately is drinking fancy coffees with cute colored foam and looking at little toys made by different artists. I've also finally got myself into painting! I'm not the same person I was when I started this site, and I'll never be that person again. She got me here, and for that I'll always love her!