randumz meditationz

i released a new song ! give it a listen !

I've been meditating with all kinds of intentions recently. One of my favorite channels is Santania. I use the enn chantings on there to connect with different spirits. Not just demons but also angels and shadow people. There are so many different gods and goddesses on that channel too. I've been meditating on a lot of concepts lately, more abstract energies. There are some days where meditation is the only thing that can help you feel a little less exhausted.

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My approach to art changed a lot recently too. After spending time with Lucifer and Paimon, I think a lot about the self discovery aspect of the arts. I'm so not interested in making serious and calculated art anymore (ew, but love that for you) ! My aunthentic voice is so much more playful than I let it be. It's been nice to sit down and just explore, instead of chasing after a "magnum opus" or whatever. I think I was on the path to a nightmare otherwise. Just bitter, burntout, and no sense of humor. The arts aren't as much a mission to me, as much as they are a pleasure and a beacon. A key into portals unknown!!!

I'm feeling good about where I'm heading. Everything falls into place as it should lately, even if it feels difficult. Life used to feel so stressful and dangerous not to long ago. I feel really good about life right now, and don't feel I have to earn the right to feel that way.

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𓆩♡𓆪⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆⸸⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺𓆩♡𓆪

i've been feeding you salty snacks and lemon juice and all you have to say to me is "get me out of here" as if the cage i put you in isn't good enough nothing is good enough for you i waited a long time for aliexpress to ship this like honestly you are so ungrateful but i luv you anyway ;)